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We have a saying (peribahasa) that goes:
Sikit-sikit, lama-lama jadi bukit
Loosely translated, it says that doing things...even little things, over time will sooner or later create mountains.
Sometimes it feels like I am doing the opposite of that...instead of building things, little by little I am losing connections to the life we once had.
First I reluctantly gave up our land and home by the Blake Seas, and now the store that we shared for so long is also gone.
Exactly a year ago we had our one and only spat where we separated from each other for one week. I still have the emails and IMs that we sent each during that week, and it still makes my heart ache to see how miserable we were apart.
I want her to be happy, so I wish she would forget me completely and have a great life...but I know that I will never ever forget her, nor the time we spent together.
Takkan sesal, takkan lupa.